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Review | The Still Point, by Tammy Greenwood

TheStillPointThe Still Point started out as deliciously soapy drama about the dancers and dance moms (and one dad!) at a Southern California ballet school, but by the end of it, much of the soapy fun now felt real, and I was legit heartbroken about how things turned out for one of the moms. Alas, due very much to her own choices, which makes it all even more tragic.

The drama starts when famed dancer Etienne Bernay comes to teach at the ballet school. He brings with him a documentary filmmaking team and the promise of a full scholarship to Ballet de Paris for one lucky dancer. All the students are sure the scholarship will go to perennial star pupil Savvy, but from the day Etienne arrives, he seems to have eyes only for Bea, an ethereal and vulnerable natural talent. Drama!

Adding to the popcorn fare is that Bea’s lifelong BFF and fellow dancer Olive no longer speaks to her, all due to an incident on the beach that Bea barely remembers and we only learn the details of much later in the story. Instead, Olive seems to have found a new BFF in Savvy, and neither girl seems inclined to invite Bea to join their social circle.

Then come the moms: Bea’s mom Ever and Olive’s mom Lindsay are BFFs who wish they could fix their daughters’ friendship but have no clue about the reason for the split in the first place. Savvy’s mom Josie is secretly hosting Etienne in her guest house, and worried that Savvy’s chances at the scholarship aren’t quite as set in stone as she initially thought. All three moms have their reasons for believing their daughter needs the scholarship more than the other dancers, but of course, at least two of them will have to deal with the disappointment. The set-up is utterly delightful, and honestly, if this were turned into a mini-series on Prime or Hulu, I would totally be there with my popcorn, devouring all the episodes in a single weekend.

But like I said, the story turned more complicated than I expected; the more I got to know the characters, and especially the moms whose perspectives narrate most of the book (Bea is the only dancer who gets her own chapters), the more I got pulled into their respective worries. Ever is the most obviously sympathetic — her husband (Bea’s father) died a year ago; he was the sole breadwinner and now she has to figure out how to resurrect her short-lived career as a novelist to pay the bills and all the expenses for Bea’s ballet career.

But I found myself more drawn to Lindsay and Josie’s stories. Lindsay has been feeling the distance from her husband Steve for a while, and when she finds a bump ‘down there,’ she fears Steve may be having an affair. As her story unfolds, her fears over Steve cheating eventually shift to her fears about her own emotional responses to the possibility. It’s a gripping exploration of a marriage, and a fantastic depiction of just how subtle the signs of a decline can be.

I also love how their marriage troubles play out in their approaches to Olive’s ballet career. Lindsay is fiercely supportive: she believes in Olive’s potential regardless of what Etienne has to say, and she’s ready to devote as much of her time and energy as Olive needs to go to the auditions and dance schools necessary to make it as a professional dancer. Steve is more pragmatic: Olive is never the lead at her current ballet school, and Etienne’s presence aside, the ballet school doesn’t have a strong track record of churning out superstars. He doesn’t believe Olive has a chance at the scholarship, and wants to make sure she takes the SATs and has a solid backup plan for a different career. Lost among all of this is what Olive herself wants. She seems to be losing interest in ballet, but then Etienne says she dances “like a slug,” so it’s unclear for a lot of the book if she really is losing interest or just her confidence.

Josie’s story starts with having to deal with her husband (and Savvy’s stepfather) leaving her for his much-younger dental hygienist. He owns the house she and Savvy live in, and when he finds out that Etienne is staying at the guest house, he threatens to sell the property the moment Savvy turns 18, never mind where Savvy and Josie go to live afterwards. Selling the property is his legal right as owner, but it’s a horribly cold gesture to his ex-wife and stepdaughter, especially since he’d previously promised to let them stay in the house until Savvy graduates, and then split the proceeds of the sale with Josie.

As Josie’s story unfolds, we learn about her history of being used and betrayed by the men in her life: the modelling scout who dropped her when she got pregnant with Savvy and refused to abort, her first husband who only married her because of Savvy, and now her most recent ex. Her desire for Savvy to win the scholarship is fierce: she wants Savvy to become a ballet star, so she doesn’t have to rely on men for financial stability, like Josie herself has had to. And honestly, I realize that my rooting for Savvy was very much not about Savvy at all; rather, I’m rooting for Josie, and her very real desire to protect her daughter from her own mistakes.

The results of the scholarship competition aren’t much of a surprise, nor are the ways the various characters’ stories unfold. My one bone to pick has to do with how Josie’s story plays out, and this has nothing to do with bad writing and all to do with how much the author has succeeded in making me feel invested in this character. See, Josie’s love for Savvy leads her to make choices that, well, aren’t great, and a particularly selfless act (undeserved by Savvy, IMHO) turns into an object lesson for “no good deed goes unpunished.” And there’s a truly heartbreaking moment near the end where another character’s kindness makes Josie happy; as readers, we know that the character’s motivations are not at all altruistic, and honestly, Josie deserves so much more kindness in her life. If I were to write a fan fic epilogue to this, I would have her join Ever and Lindsay’s friendship circle, and just find comfort in other women’s support.

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Thank you to Kensington Books for an advance reading copy of this book in exchange for an honest review.

I Try to Solve a Golden Age Mystery | An English Murder, by Cyril Hare

I looked up Cyril Hare’s An English Murder at my local library after seeing it listed in The Guardian as one of the Top 10 Golden Age Detective Novels. I’m always eager to expand my grey cells’ repertoire beyond Agatha Christie (and perhaps even give my inner detective a fighting chance every now and then!), so I decided to give this a go.

First, I’ll say I was almost turned off by the cover design. Having never read this author before, I was too cheap to purchase a copy with a better one, but just for my own satisfaction, here’s the gorgeous cover of the original 1951 mass market paperback edition:

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The set-up is one of my favourites: it’s Christmas at Warbeck Hall, a beautiful and old English country estate, and family and friends have gathered to celebrate the season. On the guest list are: a socialist politician, the leader of a fascist group, an earl’s daughter nursing unrequited love for the fascist, the ambitious wife of a mid-level government worker, and a Jewish history professor and concentration camp survivor who is researching the family’s history. In the servant’s hall are: the family butler, his daughter, and the police officer acting as the politician’s bodyguard. Add in a winter snow storm, a rather juicy secret, and a dying patriarch, and to paraphrase Sherlock Holmes, murder is certainly afoot.

I love how this story touches on the politics and economic realities of post-WWII Britain. Briggs the butler comments on the challenges of putting on a party with such a small household staff. He and his daughter Susan also represent two generations’ approaches to generational wealth, with Briggs being bound by social order and Susan wanting to do away with it. Sir Julius and Robert Warbeck lock horns over competing politics: Sir Julius thinks Robert’s fascism is reprehensible; Robert views Sir Julius’ socialism as being a traitor to their class.

Dr Bottwink’s experiences at a concentration camp are mentioned only in passing, but he isn’t shy to tell Briggs he’d prefer not to eat with Robert. And when Sgt Rogers later comments at how much Dr Bottwink has moved around, the professor corrects him that it’s more accurate to say he was moved, and that this circumstance has turned him leftist — not quite communist, but “anti.” There’s a great moment after the first murder where Dr Bottwink is first to breakfast, and he asks Briggs not to leave the dining room till the next guest arrives. Life experiences have taught him to be cautious: on the off-chance someone dies at this meal, he can’t afford to have been left alone with the food at any time. Neither Briggs, nor Sir Julius who arrives next, both of whom are Englishmen, even realize why that could be a risk.

The mystery itself unfolds at a quick and entertaining pace. Events occur, information is revealed, and tea and champagne are served. I have a feeling that when the big reveal finally unfolds, the killer’s identity and motive will turn out to be so utterly obvious that I’ll hang my head in shame that I didn’t guess it at all.

The thing is, the first murder is easy enough to predict. The victim is someone whom pretty much everyone else at the estate had reason to hate, so when they declare they have a big announcement to make, and then promptly drink a glass of champagne, it’s no big loss when they drop dead. Figuring out whodunnit is trickier, because so many people had motive to.

But then two more deaths follow, and the third death in particular doesn’t fit the pattern at all. Who could have wanted that third person dead? How does their death fit in with the other two? 

I have my theories, and none of them make sense. Alas, I’m reaching the 90% mark of the ebook, and things are beginning to wind down. So I’m going to give this a go, and see how I do!

UPDATE: Some significant new clues in the penultimate chapter! I may need to revise my verdict… Now at the start of the final chapter, and it’s now or never to lock my verdict in!

Did I Solve It?

Ahahahahaha! Absolutely not! Not even close! In my defence, the reveal hinged on a bit of history and law that I knew absolutely nothing about, so despite all my research, all my careful note-taking, and all the workings of my poor little grey cells, there is absolutely no way I would have guessed that motive. Honestly, I had to read the final chapter twice over just to make sense of the key information that formed the motive, and by the second time, I was laughing out loud, because never was any of that even on the horizon of my knowledge.

Would British readers be better equipped to solve this case? Would history buffs? Possibly. I’m sure there are many, much smarter readers out there who could try their hand at this and find the solution super obvious. I didn’t, and in a rare occurrence amongst my many detecting failures, I don’t actually feel like I should have been able to put the clues together. Man, this case was wild! And a lot of fun to try and solve, failure or no!

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Review | Don’t Want You Like a Best Friend, by Emma R Alban

DontWantYouParent Trap meets Bridgerton, and make it sapphic. Don’t Want You Like a Best Friend has a heckuva fun hook, and the story definitely lives up to the hype! It’s charming, heartwarming, and absolutely delightful.

It’s Beth’s first season, and she has just this one shot to snag a wealthy husband or else she and her newly-widowed mother, Lady Cordelia Demeroven, will be out on the streets. This is also Gwen’s fourth season; she’s pretty sure she’s destined for a ‘most seasons without a match’ medal, and mostly amuses herself at parties by challenging friends and cousins to ‘spot the heir and the spare’ games.

When Gwen rescues Beth from an over-eager old man, both young women realize they’d much rather hang out together than deal with all the tediousness and stress of the season’s endless social events. They also realize that their parents seem to be attracted to each other, and scheme to help them along towards their own happily ever after.

Beth and Gwen’s relationship is really sweet. Even more than the physical attraction and the fun sexytime scenes, their friendship and desire for each other’s happiness really shines through. These are characters who genuinely enjoy spending time together, and my favourite parts are when they’re just having fun hanging out together and laughing at silly things going on around them.

For me, though, the main highlight of the book isn’t the main romance, but rather the second-chance romance brewing between Beth’s mother, Lady Cordelia Demeroven, and Gwen’s father, Lord Dashiell Havenfort. When both were in their own seasons, they fell in love, but Lady Demeroven was in a similar situation as Beth, where she needed to marry rich to secure her family’s financial stability. Lord Havenfort was heartbroken, and even though he went on to marry Gwen’s mother, when his wife died, he never bothered finding a new one, and instead chose to remain a perpetual bachelor and lady charmer for the rest of his life.

Their meet-cute at the same ball where Beth and Gwen meet was just sparking with unresolved sexual tension, and their will they/won’t they dance running parallel to Beth and Gwen’s romance just stole the show for me. I absolutely felt for Lady Demeroven’s desire to reunite with Lord Havenfort yet also secure her daughter’s future with a wealthy match to another family. The man who eventually began courting Beth seems sweet enough, but his father is a total ass. Seeing through Beth’s eyes the parallels between this potential future father-in-law and her own abusive father is heartbreaking, especially when she notices how much her mom makes herself small to feed this man’s ego, just so she can secure Beth’s future. I love how Beth pushes her mom to consider how their happiness (Beth’s and her mom’s) is more important than financial security, but I also understand why her mom would be afraid to make that leap.

Lord Havenfort seems like a good man, and I sympathize for how much Lady Demeroven’s fears keep happiness away from both of them. A member of the House of Lords, he’s championing a bill to give women the right to divorce their husbands. This objectively makes him a hero, but on a more visceral level, it also makes him a personal knight in shining armour to Lady Demeroven and women like her, because if such a law had existed earlier, she may not have had to put up with an abusive marriage for so long.

Honestly, their romance just stole the show for me, and the big climactic moment between them just made my heart swell. I am so absolutely fantastically proud of Lady Demeroven, and so happy for them both.

I also really like how the novel explores the ways in which social conventions determine the options available to Beth and Gwen. It’s illegal for two women to marry, and most couples in their situation make do with being friends who visit each other’s estates and steal whatever moments they can for romantic encounters. Both Beth and Gwen struggle to come to terms with that restriction, yet as women, they couldn’t really have careers on their own, and so need husbands for financial stability. This is especially true for Beth who doesn’t have the security of Gwen’s father’s wealth.

The book highlights this theme with the two women servants who both work in the same household under different married surnames, but are actually a couple. Social snobbery works to their advantage, because most members of society don’t bother paying enough attention to the servants to even notice they’re romantically involved. One of them tells Gwen that this is the one time she’ll admit that Gwen’s wealth and social status puts her at a disadvantage, and I like how the story explores these kinds of nuances about privilege.

Overall, this is a fun, lighthearted, and feel-good book. The sequel, You’re the Problem, It’s You, featuring Beth and Gwen’s cousins, also seems like fun. Both cousins’ meet-cute at the end of Don’t Want You Like a Best Friend showed a lot of promise for their chemistry together.

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Thanks to Harper Collins Canada for an e-galley of this book in exchange for an honest review.